From the moment I was born, I knew that my life was different from others.

I carried the mission of several generations of my family.

My name is Mo Xiuyuan.

From memory, I have been on the run.

With my grandparents, my parents, my aunts, and my brother, I have been on the run.

Not long after.

My grandparents passed away.

Not long after.

My parents passed away as well.

After that.

With the help of my aunts, I was sent to the Mo family and became their child.

My Aunts married into the Zhai family and changed Mo Wenqing to Wenqing.

My younger brother stayed in the capital and was sent to an orphanage. He was adopted, abandoned, and abandoned.

We seemed to be living on our own paths, but in fact, we both had only one goal — to overthrow the current Qin family and take back our Mo family.

The Mo family was not inherited by me. I would attack it, and my brother would inherit it.

Therefore. For a long time, I lived in a place called the “Training ground.”My mind was only filled with killing and bloodshed.

The one who accompanied me was called Ye Heng, the son of a loyal descendant of the Mo family. The other was called Zhai an, the son of my aunt, Mo Wenqing, and my cousin.

When many people were still playing with toy pistols, we learned how to use real guns!

My character had also become cold because of these cruelties. I heard that for a long time, I could not even smile.

I met Lu Man Man when she was still young and lost.

I sent her home, and she said that she would marry me in the future.

In the end, she married Wen Yun.

I just watched her happily walk into Wen Yun’s arms. I watched her grow up under my own eyelids, becoming graceful and even beautiful, and then getting further and further away from me.

It was really a pity that this woman would not wait for me.

She would not wait for me when I needed to wait, and I did not have the ability and courage to let her stay by my side.

My world is too bloody, not suitable for her to appear.

In fact, I always think, if I am a little bit forward, if she can take a little bit of initiative to me, I will be out of control, never let go!

Fortunately, I am a cold person, I can coldly look at her face when facing Wen bin like a flower, and occasionally meet me with a look of disgust.

In her eyes, I was probably the worst man in the world, messing around with relationships, spending money, doing nothing, and being a playboy.

She probably would never know that I had never done any of those so-called labels on me, or even touched any woman, except for her.

Yes, I touched her.

When she didn’t know it.

That was when she was thirty years old, seven years after she married Wen Yun.

That night, Ye Heng and I were drinking with charm. At that time, I had already walked on the path of politics. With my own efforts, the path that Ye Banxian paved for me was smooth sailing, wen Yun had always been high above me and had never had any scruples about me. He almost disdained my existence! This was also one of the reasons why I had tarnished my image for so many years. I needed to achieve my goal of conquering the country when the Wen family and even the Qin family were caught off guard.

And I really did not expect that Lu Man Man, who was such an obedient girl, would come to the nightclub alone at 2 am and drink alone at the bar counter.

She wouldn’t know how much trouble her actions would bring to herself. She wouldn’t know that the moment she sat down, a man had already set his eyes on her. When she drank the glass of strong wine that she had ordered.., he had already drugged her.

I actually didn’t want to help her, nor did I want to interrupt her. I still felt that this woman was very far away from me.

We wouldn’t have any interaction, even if I felt that she was constantly under my nose, and that she was constantly haunting me.

But that night, I still made my move.

When she drank that glass of wine and was about to leave, I went over.

At that time, Ye Heng had also left, and was taken away by a woman at the nightclub.

Ye Heng didn’t refuse anything, as long as he was in the right mood.

I went over to support her who had fainted. When the man next to her was about to make a move, I took her away.

Everyone knew whose territory charm belonged to. That man glanced at me and left resentfully. No one would make a fool of themselves.

I took her to a private room.

Originally, I just wanted to let her sleep in there for a while. I never thought of touching her.

Perhaps, I overestimated my self-control.

I also overestimated this woman’s influence in my life.

When I hugged her soft body and placed it on the soft sofa, I admitted that at that moment, I was a little out of control. I leaned over and kissed her.

That was the second time I kissed her.

The first time was at the Imperial University’s Party. At that time, I accompanied ye Heng to attend that boring party at the university. Just like that, I bumped into her. At a crucial moment, I kissed her. After I kissed her, I left. Because I met with an urgent matter.

I thought that if I didn’t leave, Lu man would probably regret it if she knew that I was the one who kissed her!

I didn’t expect that after so many years, I would now kiss her lips again.

After being kissed by another man, I kissed her lips with great patience.

After that kiss, the next moment, it was out of control.

She was in a coma from the beginning to the end. I didn’t know what happened from the beginning to the end. I didn’t dare to leave any marks on her body. I didn’t dare to use too much strength. Even though it was my first time, many times.., i controlled myself so much that I almost broke down.

After I was done, I helped her wash her body. She was very clean. I was afraid that she would find out what I had done to her!

This was called rape.

If Lu Man knew, she would hate me to death.

After all, she was now a married woman. After all, she did not love me.

In fact, I really wanted to tell her that Wen Yun was not the husband that she had imagined. Wen Yun had more women than she had imagined. She only knew nothing about the rights that Wen Yun had used his body to exchange for.

I always felt that Lu man was not the one who would lose out when doing something like this.

It was my first time.

She had done it countless times.

And sooner or later, she would be abandoned by Wen Yun. Sooner or later, she would be abandoned because of the rights that Wen Yun wanted. Lu Man was just a springboard for Wen Yun. What Wen Yun needed was the wealth of the Lu family!

I had always thought that after Lu man was abandoned by Wen Yun, I could even reluctantly take over. I could also tell her that in her marriage with Wen Yun, not only was Wen Yun the only one who cheated, she had also cheated, perhaps this would make her feel more balanced in her heart.

Of course, all of this was a reason for me to rape her.

I knew that at least now, at this moment, Lu Man would not accept that we had sex.

So when the drug was about to wear off, I chose to leave.

I asked ye Heng to send her back.

I could not face her, I could not face her with an expression that nothing had happened.

I actually felt that I hated Lu Man Man.

I hated this woman who didn’t keep her word!

And this hatred.

The moment I learned of Lu Man Man’s death, it instantly collapsed.

I really didn’t expect Wen Yun to be so cruel. I always thought that Wen Yun would at least not really kill Lu Man Man. After all, Lu man had been completely devoted to him for the past seven years. Even I could see that.., it was impossible for the person involved to not feel how strong Lu Manman’s love for Wen Yun was.

However, Wen Yun still killed Lu Manman in the end.

He used the method of creating an accident to make Lu Manman’s death a matter of course.

I went to Lu Manman’s funeral in the spirit of humanity and watched Lu Manman’s ashes be buried!

Ye Heng also went.

At that time, all the slightly prestigious families in Wen City went.

Lu Man’s unexpected death had caused a great shock. In the eyes of outsiders, Wen Yun was the one who could not accept this blow.

In my opinion, Wen Yun would be the winner if he was promoted, got rich, and lost his wife.

Lu Man’s parents were crying their hearts out.

I don’t know if Lu man would regret choosing Wen Yun without any hesitation when she found out about the blow she would bring to her family after her death!

I really wanted to know if Lu man would regret her decision at the moment of her death.

It was a pity.

I would never know Lu Man’s true thoughts again!

After the burial, everyone left one after another.

Ye Heng and I sat in a car. He said with some shock, “I really didn’t expect Lu Man to die just like that.”

I was very silent.

I was silent for a very long time.

Actually, Ye Heng knew that I liked Lu Man.

Even though I had never said it, but it was obvious from the way I acted.

“Are You Sad?”Ye Heng asked me.

Nonsense.

It wasn’t like I really didn’t have a heart.

I looked out of the window coldly, not wanting to say anything.

Ye Heng sighed faintly. “I heard that Lu Man was pregnant when she died. Her hands were tightly holding the pregnancy check-up sheet.”

So, she was also pregnant with Wen bin’s child.

For a long time, I was really glad that at least Lu Man wasn’t pregnant with Wen bin’s child. At least, she didn’t give birth to Wen Bin’s child!

I didn’t know what I felt at that time.

I just looked out the window without changing my expression.

In any case, in my life, I had experienced death more than once or twice. I was probably used to it.

“Lu Man Man and Wen bin have been married for seven years, and I heard that they have been working hard to create a plan. Because Lu man man couldn’t get pregnant successfully, she was despised by everyone in the Wen family. Now that she suddenly got pregnant, she didn’t even get to enjoy this blessing. Can you say that she isn’t really very unlucky?”Ye Heng sighed. “Although I don’t have much interaction with Lu man man, I suddenly feel that this woman is a little pitiful.”

“Ye Heng, get out of the car,”I suddenly said.

Ye Heng was stunned. He thought that he had offended me, so he hurriedly said, “Ah Xiu, don’t be like this. I know that you like Lu Man Man. I’m just sighing. Can you stop talking? “You said that this is a desolate mountain and a desolate forest, and we’re in a dead area. If you let me down, what if a ghost takes a fancy to me because I look so handsome? “I don’t want to die so early…”

“Get Down.”My voice became a little stern.

Ye Heng saw that I wasn’t joking, so he asked the driver to stop the car.

He got off the car with a pitiful expression.

I sat alone in the back seat of the car.

I didn’t dislike ye Heng for being noisy, but..

I couldn’t control the emotions in my heart.

I don’t remember how long it had been since I cried. I don’t remember what it felt like when tears fell from my eyes.

I only vaguely saw a grass, a tree, a mountain, and a river outside the car window.

I thought.

My child should have died in the stomach of the woman I loved the most.

Later.

Lu man died not long after.

The Lu family declared bankruptcy.

Wen Yun was very ruthless. He took all the assets of the Lu family into his own hands. Lu Zishan and he xiuwen were completely destitute.

Lu Man’s father, Lu Zishan, was overworked. His brain was bruised and he almost died. Fortunately, he was saved in time. However, his lower body was paralyzed and he was in a wheelchair for life.

Lu Man Man’s mother, he Xiuwen, had always been by her husband’s side. She was also crying all day long.

They moved out of the luxurious villa and moved into an apartment.

They might not know that the reason why that apartment could be so cheap in a prime location was because I bought it for them. Later, the owner of this apartment died without any children to inherit it and gave it to them, it gave them a place to stay. They wouldn’t know that when they didn’t have the money to sell he Xiuwen’s jewelry, I was the one who bought it with a marriage that was ten times higher than the market. At least in their next life, they would be able to live a simple and plain life.

I didn’t do this for Lu Man Man because I always believed that I hated her.

I’m doing this because they are my children’s grandparents.

I’m only doing this out of humanitarian reasons!

One year after Lu Man Man’s death.

Wen Bin and Nan Zhixun got married.

For his own benefit, Wen bin wanted to use the Nan family’s national defense force to help him realize his greater desires.

Unfortunately, the Qin family was not to be trifled with.

Probably from the moment the Wen family chose to marry the Nan family, they had already become wary of the Wen family. All of their indulgence towards the Wen family was just to let the Wen family dig a hole for themselves and jump into it!

The Wen family’s drama ended in failure five years after Lu Man’s death.

At that time, I had already gone deep into the Qin family. When I gained the trust of the Qin family, I helped the Qin family to bring the Wen family to justice on the charge of “Treason”by the Wen family. The Wen family was too eager for instant success. Did they really think that they could use a branch of the nan family to achieve their goal of treason? ! I had been hiding for so many years and did not dare to make a move. It was because I knew that what I needed to do was not to make my wings too full, but to gain absolute trust first!

The Wen family took the wrong path.

After the Wen family was defeated, I went to the prison to see Wen Yun.

Actually, treason should have been executed.

I asked the Qin family to keep Wen Yun, but only to be imprisoned for life.

Qin Zhengxiao was also a proud person. He felt that leaving the Wen family a lifeline under his control would give him a sense of accomplishment in taking revenge.

Of course, my goal was to let Wen Yun see how I would step on the Wen family’s corpses and take back the Mo family’s territory when he looked down on me.

My revenge on him had gone beyond politics. I had always felt that it was a man’s game between him and me!

When Wen Yun saw me, he was filled with hostility towards me.

At this moment, he probably couldn’t imagine that I would become the main culprit behind the Wen family’s failure to betray their country.

This kind of humiliation should be more unbearable for him than death.

Actually, I didn’t do it to humiliate him. I didn’t want to lower my status.

After Lu Man Man’s death, I vaguely realized that more than half of Wen Yun’s intelligence and wisdom came from Lu Man.

It was a pity that Wen Yun was stupid enough to give up such a good woman.

Wen Yun, who was sitting opposite me, asked him indifferently, “Do you still remember Lu Man after so many years?”

Wen Yun looked at me fiercely.

I couldn’t imagine that I would still mention Lu Man’s name at this time.

“I still remember,”I said.

I really do remember.

I remember the affectionate look on her face.

Even though it wasn’t towards me.

“Have you ever thought about the ending you got after abandoning Lu Man Man?”I asked him. “Will you be awakened by your own cruelty in the dead of Night?”

“What exactly are you trying to say!”Wen Bin’s eyes reddened.

I didn’t expect that he would be so agitated when he mentioned Lu Man Man.

I smiled. “I just wanted to tell you that the child that Lu man was carrying when she died was mine.”

Wen Yun’s expression changed instantly.

He became very thorough.

Men were like this. No matter how much they loved that woman, no matter how much they didn’t care about her, they could even kill her with their own hands. However, they couldn’t tolerate this woman being a cuckold for him.

“Don’t really think that Lu Man Man is completely devoted to you. Don’t be too arrogant! In the end, who knows who took advantage of who!”I left after saying these words.

I didn’t know if this would allow Lu Man to die in peace.

At the very least, in terms of feelings, I should help her take revenge a little!

Eight years after Lu Man’s death.

I was 43 years old.

The Mo family was conquered.

My brother Mo Yuanli inherited the position of commander-in-chief.

Ten years after Lu Man Man’s death.

I was 45 years old.

Mo Yuanli took over all the military power, ruling the entire northern Xia country. The people were rich and healthy.

That year, I left Northern Xia country.

I originally thought that I would assist my brother and help him consolidate the Mo family.

But when I unconsciously drove to Lu Man Man’s grave and looked at the black-and-white photo of Lu man smiling like a flower, I chose to leave.

I left Northern Xia and went to a strange country.

I didn’t get married.

But I adopted a daughter.

I always thought that if Lu man was pregnant with a daughter.

If that daughter was still alive.

I might use all means to tie her and her daughter tightly to my side and never let go.

Thirty-five years after Lu Man’s death.

I was seventy years old.

I had terminal stomach cancer.

Before I died, I returned to northern Xia kingdom, back to Wencheng.

I went to see Lu man again.

I saw her black and white portrait, and saw her photo that had been blown by the wind until it was somewhat blurry.

I suddenly wanted to ask her, if I hadn’t left when we were kissing at imperial university, if I had lifted my mask and told you that I was Mo Xiuyuan, would you have held my hand, together… until the end of our lives.

Thirty-six years after Lu Man Man’s death.

I was seventy-one years old.

My adopted daughter buried me next to Lu Man’s grave.

The tombstone reads, “May I be by your side forever, until the end of time.”. Lu Man’s grave is far away.

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